Will I be surprised at the depth of my sadness or will I still be in the middle of it? Will I want to look away from myself?
Just wondering.
Appropriates words. Vacillates between wanting to get lost in a crowd and being known. Reads. Writes. Grieves. Negotiates. Dawdles. Opines. Pines. Searches for appropriate words.
In regards to your posting, I never thought the man I fell in love with and rejected me would still haunt me to this very day. Sadly..seven months didn't change much for me. I hope everything works out for you.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Sassy. I'm not sure what happens tomorrow or years from now. My ex and I continue to talk, to be close, we haunt each other -- that much is obvious. Maybe it's guilt. Maybe something else.
ReplyDeleteHow long ago was your episode?
-RD